If I hear him say “I do what I want” once I’m leaving.
Seriously not excited to have to see this kid treat me like I’m 4 years old, pretend nothings wrong, act like he owns the beach, be all over other people, but mostly that he doesn’t give a fuck about anything he’s done to me or anyone else and now I have to see him for a whole day and over night and
Im really going to try hard to be strong but I don’t know if I can do this. Shit. I just cant show him how scared I am but I don’t know how I can do that when its literally leaking out of my eyes even now when I think about it.